Sunday, January 15, 2012
I need to build up on my inner strength. today is a emo day, but at the same time there were many thoughts and some enlightenment. Wrote this post when I was travelling around today.
Happiness doesn't come from external, but internally within you. That's absolute happiness because no matter what happens, you will be able to confront it strongly and remain positive. If happiness is drawn just from external surrounding or from other people, when they are not there anymore, you will feel your lifestate drop dramatically. That's evidence of you not being strong enough to bring happiness to yourself. Always look inside you, because the most precious things that you usually spend so much effort to find for, are actually closest to you. We tend to overlook it because we seem to take these for granted and overlook it's existence. My mum asked me to stick blu tack on these 3 mini clay display things, and apparently they are placed above the toilet light switch which I use everyday but I've never remembered noticing it.
Bringing happiness to others is difficult because everyone's happiness reasons are different. What might make me and my certain groups of friends happy, might not make others happy. The conflict of not being able to reach a consensus of happiness might even cause unhappiness despite good intentions. Everyone has different opinions and ideas of the ideal, we must learn to stand from someone's pov. Especially for family, which is made more difficult, because there's the generation gap and that a family don't just consist of 2 people but usually more. There's greater chances for conflict to happen because to run a household there's so much decisions to agree on, and so much time are spent with each other. Sometimes is it better of minimizing conversation to avoid conflict, or should we try to make conversation and risk conflict from arising.
Why is it that the more comfortable and close you are with someone, the more you tend to make someone unhappy. Because you're so comfortable, you don't bother being polite and nice and just shoot off whatever that comes to your mind. And cos blood is thicker than water, you know that after being not so nice, the tie will still remain and you can't 'unfriend' the person. I'm not referring to anyone specifically but just saying my observations generally.
I really need to do my human revolution to strengthen myself. There's so much that I need to improve on. Was talking to someone ytd and she told me how we need to strengthen our foundation now to prepare ourself for future relationships and family. Because if we are not strong enough to face and handle challenges, when someone or even the right person drops by, we might not be ready and hence let someone important slip by like that.. Strong in terms of understanding things better and knowing what to do and what not to do.
Can I fly over the rainbow like the bluebirds?
1/15/2012 03:15:00 PM
