Friday, November 18, 2011
I've been slacking these 2 nights, but I feel so much happier which I havent felt for quite a few days already amidst all these mugging.
Went to have super impromptu supper with yishun and jueying last night, and I was surprised at how happy I felt taking a break from all the mugging and have fun relax and talk. The idea of supper seemed really far away, like supper is only when I'm super free and not when finals are less than a week away! People always say concentrate on doing what you're doing at that moment and don't think about other things. So when you're taking a break, make sure that you fully take a break and not be guilty and stressing yourself with the thought of many undone matters. (Ok that justification was for me, but its true haha) I don't know how I did it, but my mind didn't wander back too much about the piles of notes unfinished, and we just talked and catch up. Maybe that's how guys always seem so chill lol. But ya must find balance la can't relax too much.
Then tonight I was in steph room and talking about how we looked last time, then I went to show her my sec 1 super ahma photo, and some of my old photos. Then she went fb and showed me hers, so I just went to my fb photos too and started scrolling through all of them. And I felt so contented and happy looking through all of them and soaking myself into the nostalgia. Most of my photos were in school uniform or related to huangcheng, and it made me miss hwachong so much once again. (I decided I shall go back to hwachong tomorrow to study although I can't find anyone go with me!)
I went to ask joeylee if she wanted go back hwachong study tomorrow, and we started talking. It's really nice you know (: Then yuensin came online and we skyped a while, and haha I have stuff to tell you in response but you were too excited to share what was on your mind so I shall write down someday after my finals haha!
Ok and now zhixin is tsking me for slacking at this time when I should supposedly be staying up late to mug><
Studying is so much better when you're enjoying life at the same time. It wont bring in stress, which will bury all the joy and passion in studying. Ok tomorrow I must really really be efficient liao. Hopefully the nostalgia of going back to hwachong will motivate me to study even harder and efficiently!!
Jiayou friends! I can't wait for holidays!!:D (Actually I think I'm too burnt out liao that's why I'm starting to slack so much more oops)
Can I fly over the rainbow like the bluebirds?
11/18/2011 02:25:00 AM
