Thursday, November 10, 2011
Finals are getting really near like in 10 days! And because everything in uni is so fast, which includes exams coming so fast, it doesn't feel real! I know it's the urgent period already, but im still studying very slow, and even taking time out to blog here lol. Ok la im giving myself a break after dinner since steph is doing so too haha!:D
Went to see yuensin's photos again and her blog. How I wish I was right there at UK mannn. Studying there is so much more interesting, and I really like it how you have so much passion for whatever that you're studying now. No complaints from you, just joy of studying and reading and learning again and again! I feel happy for you, you found your right place (:
Or maybe I should try harder to find joy? But is that how it really works? Joy should be felt instinctively, and not creating it just to make your life better. I do enjoy reading SOME of the stuff that I'm learning now, but exams really kills all that interest. Or maybe it's how I choose to view it, because revision of exam is a chance where you force yourself to sit and gain knowledge, where after all these, you will feel so much more smarter and starting to see things clearer and clearer.
Did my revision on aging and society just now. And suddenly my thoughts couldn't stop flowing, there's so much thoughts and observations about it that I see, and somehow I can see everything linked up together. How all the topics link up too! Aging, media, deviance, gender, ethnicity. they're all so related! I wanted to skip some topics and not study, but I think I can't because they are all important in helping you understanding the whole issue.
Maybe it's how I must learn to manage my stress. ENjoy the preparation for exam period instead of over stressing and bringing out the negative feelings towards study. ARGH stupid competitive system here with that bell curve! I'm like struggling between these two sides of the good and bad of studying, and it reminds me of the lyrics that you wrote evelyn!(: Must constant struggle man!
Haha paiseh that was just a totally random post to motivate myself, especially after how I always feel when I see friends enjoying themselves in UK (because I will wish that I was there grr). and I hope it motivates you all too, keep finding joy in studying and never lose the passion for learning!:D
Can I fly over the rainbow like the bluebirds?
11/10/2011 07:51:00 PM
